Sobriety

Well, I've taken some time to reflect and reground after the last time you heard from me.  I'm planning a pretty big year...looking to get published in some journals or maybe even write a book!  I'm also looking to work in the policy field to learn more about how a movement becomes law. All that this year (July 2011-July 2012) before I reapply to Harvard's Ed.L.D. program next year.  So...as I shared this, a dear friend suggested I consider doing that sober.  Not to say there's a problem or anything (although people know I like to party), but she suggested I consider that what I'm up to is like training for the Olympics and how I might treat my body and mind.
For whatever reason, this really resonated with me.....so, as of July 5th I've taken on the personal challenge of ONE YEAR SOBER (at least).
I'm doing this not only for the physical and mental clarity as I take on bigger things in my professional life, but I'm also taking on balance in all areas:
My commitment to the profession is my mind
My relationships are my heart
My physical health is my body
My overall well being is my spirit.
So, if I create this compass if you will, with these quadrants, to navigate balance, fulfillment and success~I have a lot to work on.
I'll post more later as I engage in these areas and how being sober is allowing me to notice when the voices in my head want me to run...but for now, I'll just say that I had a first date last night and it was interesting watching how my nervous energy manifested.  I appreciated clarity and I appreciated watching how my insecurities became negative and wanted me to close off. And, I didn't.
Here's to day 2!
Cheers,
Maureen